Unfortunate turn of events

My friend and I stayed till the very end of Brandon's acoustic show that Thursday night. I wanted to make out with him so badly. They were gathering up their equipment and all, and we paid for our drinks and got up to leave. I messaged him, "Walk me to my car?" he didn't respond quickly enough, so we just left. He wrote a half hour later, "where'd you go???" I said, "we left" He said he had wanted to kiss me goodbye. I thought that was awesome. I intentionally won't act like one of his groupies. He's going to have to work a little harder with me, I was thinking.

For some reason the next day's coffee date didn't happen, I can't remember why now but it wasn't a big deal. I was still coughing a lot and I was relieved. So we finally made yet another coffee date for this past Friday. I bravely suggested a day before we were to meet, "fuck coffee. Let's have a beer!" and chose a dark, cozy pub literally half a block from the coffee place. Every message I sent he'd read immediately and respond immediately. We definitely had mad chemistry, and everything was going great.

I looked and felt very sexy and by this time, I was completely better and finally stopped coughing. If you've ever had pneumonia, trust me, the coughing just never seems to end. I had on a tight silver sleeveless dress, a rust colored leather jacket, and my Guess boots. I felt so pretty and was so excited to meet up with him. I had fantasies of bringing him back to my place bc my hubby was out of town and would be for another 4-5 days.

I got to the pub, and there was fucking NOWHERE to park. I drove around in circles, and started to panic, thinking he'd think I wasn't showing up. I pulled over in a bank parking lot and grabbed my phone to write him that I was there but couldn't find a place to park.My heart sank when I saw he'd written me, "Ugh stuck at work. Are you free Wednesday night for a drink?" I wrote, "I was just about to write you that I'm here and can't find a place to park!" I sat for a moment, so frustrated and annoyed, but glad he'd suggested seeing me another time. I wrote my BFF and my other friend and told them what happened.

I drove home in silence, got home, took off my pretty dress and laid on the bed feeling so sad and disappointed.

I finally looked again at his message, and that's when I saw he'd written it just a little over an hour before the time were supposed to meet! I instantly wrote him an apology, that i hadn't realized he'd written it more than an hour before we were supposed to meet! I couldn't believe I'd missed his message. If I'd seen it, I wouldn't have gotten all dressed up and driven down there! I said, "I must've been in the shower and missed your message!" He wrote back immediately, "I'm so sorry!!" then, "You? In the shower? YUM!" and thats' when I smiled and believed he wasn't making up a story to get out of seeing me, but quite possibly really couldn't leave work. We flirted and I said I was free Wednesday (which is tonight by the way).

Then I boldly said, "I think you should just come over. I've got an empty house til Monday". He responded immediately (as always), "OH YEAH????!!" I wrote back, "yes indeed mister and it's going to waste with you being all busy and shit (kissy face emoji)". He wrote back immediately again, "Hmmmmm....when????!!!" obviously very excitedly. I said I had plans that night with our mutual friend, and I knew he had a show Saturday night, but I didn't have any plans for Sunday. He responded immediately, "ok let me see what I can work out for Sunday". I said "sounds awesome".
He sent a sticker of a kissy face. I said 'that's cute."

Saturday evening, about an hour before his band was to go on, I wrote him, "hey have a good show tonight sexy man". He didn't respond until 2 am and said, "Aw thanks sweetie". I responded about 7 hours later (when I woke up) with a kissy emoji.

Sunday, nothing from him. I was getting upset. Trying to let him come to me but I'm shitty at being patient. So around 4:30 I wrote, "So hey! Do I get to see you tonight?" with a hands praying emoji.

HE TOOK OVER 24 HOURS TO EVEN FUCKING READ IT.


AND TO THIS MOMENT, THIS DAY, HE HAS NOT RESPONDED.

And I still clung to the hope that he'd remember he'd asked me out for tonight and write me, "so, Sunday didn't work out.....you still free tonight?" But no. He didn't.

So whatever.

Readers? Tell me what you think happened. Did I fuck up??

Oh, btw, Sunday night I wasn't about to sit home and pine for that fucker. I knew there was a music industry event ironically at the same bar he had his show at the night before! I didn't know a single person who was going and went anyways. I wore that same outfit and guess what!? I met some new people and networked and had so much fun and posted all sorts of hot pics of me with super fun people. Take that Brandon.

Oh, and that "ladder app" that shows who stalks your Facebook profile the most? Guess who's number one.

Brandon.

My night of rejections

The evening started out fun since I was meeting a group of my girlfriends for happy hour. The usually fun bar was filled with aging, white middle-aged business men and blue-collar women who actually go out to a trendy bar dressed as if it's a trip to the grocery store. I felt over-dressed and everyone stared when I walked to the restroom, which was nice hehehe I will admit I'd rather be over-dressed than under-dressed.....anyways, no cute guys is my point. BORING. One of the fun things about happy hour and sitting at the bar is flirting. One of my BFF's likes old bald guys (yay for them! Cuz she's HOT!!) was flirting but I was just getting drunk and bored.

So I drunk texted F a sexy pic of me. Still hasn't responded, but it says "delivered", so I know he got it. It was a selfie, nothing skanky. Just my face. Oh, and my cleavage. Heheheh.

It was just a night of rejections. One by one, I sent sexy selfies to a couple guys and they didn't even respond. How annoying! Even my girlfriends told me, "Girl, you are looking HOT!! You should have some fun tonight!!!" My hubby was out of town too on business, so yeah, I didn't need to be anywhere. My daughter was out with her BF so I had a little time for some naughty fun.

I finally decided to just be a good girl and go home after I half-drank my third peach margarita. My one friend had a date and the other two had work in the morning (I don't!!) so yeah, I decided to just go home.

I was texting my hubby and lamenting to him my rotten luck at getting a guy to follow through. I'm so sick of texting and Snapchats and nothing every coming from it. He said, "Why don't you write Allen?" I said, 'hmmm I actually was thinking of him!" But I thought of someone I liked better.

Jordan.

And he responded immediately!!!

We went back and forth for over an hour, stepping up the sexting with every text. He was begging for pics and for me to tell him what I was going to do to him. He begged for video of me with my vibrator. I complied. It was so much fun. 

He said he was coming over!!! 

I let my husband know and he was so excited for me! My daughter was sound asleep by this point, it was almost midnight, and I ran around the house picking up and lighting candles.

And then he said his car wouldn't start.

I'm not naive. I knew it was a lie, but I didn't want to be a bitch so I played along. He didn't even apologize, which made me feel like maybe he was telling the truth?? Either way I was fine. I was happy just having that sexy connection with him again. He did ask when my hubby would be out of town again and I said I didn't know but that I would give him a couple days' heads up next time so we can get together. He said, "Okay darling, goodnight" and that was that.

I DO have a date today. At noon. I met him on Craig's list ironically and I did go to meet him at his work last week. I'm not super attracted; the pic he sent he looked so much like F and I was like OMG I have to fuck this guy. In person, not so much at all. In fact, he looks more like Freddie Mercury. I think I'll call him Freddie hahaha because I will be writing about what happens today.

He's 25 and actually lives a mile away! AND he has his OWN apartment!! That's rare these days. Most of these young guys either have several roommates or live with their parents, so that's a plus in his corner. Also, he is really really really into me, he told me yesterday that I'm all he thinks about. AWWWWWW that's all I really want is for someone to feel that way about me!!!

So, I promised my hubby I'd give him a chance. Today is that chance.

I'll let you know how it turns out!

Have a great weekend my sexy readers!!!

Love,
Anna XO